4:00 PM

It’s 4:00 PM now and the sound of the NOISE around me is kinda become less for now.

I really need a little quietness.

I didn’t come with any idea of what should I write here today, my mind was all empty.

but,, there some thing I was asking my self about for a long time….

when I was still at school, I really had a big hop of what I really like to become when I grow up.

since then I chose my path of life as how I really like it to be.

but thing didn’t come as I would like it to be, it’s now like I have back to sector zero.

even  tho that I was REALLY sure that the path I chased is what I wanted.

and am now lost, the feeling that my life was for nothing is becoming soo heavy on my chest.

it’s like I can’t breath any more.

…………………….. Long Talk

I know, with talking nothing will be done.

but what if there nothing you can do, seriously….

what the meaning of all the hopes that I carry with me all these years.

believe it or not, I hate the me who is talking like that, it’s not an option for me to give up.

but am to lost to know what else to do.

every thing is crossing me so fast that it’s hard for me to follow.

what should I do.

how come I don’t know what I really want any more.

what I am in this life.

^_^;) Gosh!!….

I think my head start to hurt me again now.

so, till I think of Solution to my problem I need to keep going on, or I’ll be left alone behind.

I really fear that.


2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. a friend
    Nov 07, 2012 @ 21:37:44

    hi , think about what you learn, and tell after all this, trouble , i have an arme, to fight in this life : it is my diploma of information in computer.i can use to continue, et to grow up and to draw my life , some hasn’t this,chance to contunue his study.
    be lucky and happy


    • Violet Wave
      Nov 08, 2012 @ 13:59:25

      I know I should try my hardest, I hate to give up on what I really like.
      but there nothing can give me the chance to do it.
      ^_^ but even so, am not going to say I give up (no way)
      I hate that word the most.
      thank you very much for supporting me all the time ^_^)/


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