‘Steam Memory’ …

it’s like steam, the memories we made, disappeare with the first blowing wind.

the days that pass us by, like a melody, a farwell it send.

like the night that break the sun light, everything we know just melt.

nothing we can get back, what gone can’t be rebuild.

only the feels inside still keep this heart pound.

didn’t want to say goodby, the voice come out with no sound.

the tears kept dropping on my hand, and my breath feels like it Burned.

can’t tell how much it hurt inside, only fake my smile to hide.

it was dream when it start and like a nightmare it end.


past in the memory..

do I miss them。
your voice, your smile, your gentle appearance, your playful and your childishness.
do I miss them。
the time we spend, the stories we tell, how my heart beat fast, our arguments.
i still remember them。
the first day , the good time we been through, when everything claps.
I can’t  forget。
how much you try to make me smile, to wipe away my sadness
whenever you there i can’t stop smiling, even with nothing you can get me happiness
and when you left, this hole inside of me become so deep full with darkness
I don’t regret。
knowing you, being with you, the memory i have i’ll Treasure it forever
cause the meaning of loving someone even for a little is that pure happiness that you feel,
the honest feeling, the pain of leaving
all come in one package
do I miss you。
every day … no? every second of the day
even tho i know it never meant to last and i decided to take the chance
i prepared to have the pain and yet it mad me cry
and i still miss you
this image of love forever i’ll have past in my memory like scraps of story book at last reach it last chapter.
on it last page i write ..



“for everything you gave me
thank you”


it’s been long time since last time i was here

miss it, and miss u all

i hope i can return back to my writing but few trouble got me away

^_^ wish u all great day

nice to see u again

just a wave..

am trembling like the sea waves
only hitting the shore
trying to go high
but then i find me self lower
so many things inside of me
make me feel unsecured
dunno what got to me
of everything am not sure
the songs that my heart used to sing
become so weak, so poor
the sound is no more my sound
the spark in my eyes has disappear
my thoughts all have no meaning
they just there troubling me more
i have the same reflect in the mirror
but it’s like it say am not you’re
you’re just another wave that been lost in sands shore

“this hurt even more”

sound of despair

the world start to fall apart
the olde dies same as the child
the people eyes become soo cold
no love no care just hate and cruel
the meaning of the life has gone by the wind
the wisper of the night full with sins
it’s start to pain to walk the way
it’s dark, cold, can’t see it’s end
every time i try to climp it hills
i slip away .. no hand to help
you say life has both side
the love and hate one of it part
but all i see is that the hearts change
soo fast they flip and the hate wins
just open your eyes and look around
people dies and every one knows
no one care, they shake there heads
what can we do … they only said
i don’t know how you watch them dies
you eyes don’t hurt? your heart don’t cry?
this life start to become like hell
the money the fame the place win
and people become just like a toy
moving around, till it’s thier fin
God please please make it End

This Worldly Life

This Worldly Life (Dunya)

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Comet ISON now in our sky

as we are near the end of this month (Nov) the comet Ison is start to become more clear to the eyes in our sky

start from Nov. 28, 2013 it will round the sun at a distance of just 730,000 miles from it.

If it comes around the sun without breaking up, the comet will be visible in the Northern Hemisphere with the naked eye with particularly bright and beautiful view.


about ISON:

Comet ISON was first spotted 585 million miles away in September 2012. This is its very first trip around the sun, which means it is still made of pristine matter from the earliest days of the solar system’s formation



timeline of observations expected of Comet ISON on its perilous journey.

Date Comet ISON Journey
At least a million years ago



The comet began its journey from the Oort cloud, a swath of icy objects that orbit far beyond Neptune. This is Comet ISON’s first trip through the inner solar system.
September 2012



Comet ISON was first discovered by Russian astronomers, Vitali Nevski and Artyom Novichonok, using the International Scientific Optical Network in Kislovodsk, Russia.
Jan. 17–18, 2013



NASA’s Deep Impact acquired images of Comet ISON. The observations were unable to detect whether carbon monoxide or carbon dioxide was present.
January-March 2013







For two months, NASA’s Swift mission observed ISON when it was around 460 million miles away from the sun. Observations showed that ISON was shedding about 112,000 pounds of dust and 130 pounds of water every minute. The lower amount of water represents the fact that the comet was too far away from the sun for its water ice to have begun evaporating. Instead, other materials such as carbon dioxide or carbon monoxide ice were boiling off.
April-May 2013












NASA’s Hubble Space Telescope observed Comet ISON at 386 million miles away from the sun on April 10, 2013.  Preliminary Hubble observations provided surprising results: The nucleus of the comet appeared to be no larger than 3 to 4 miles across. Since the comet was so bright and so active, scientists had assumed the nucleus was larger. Hubble found the dusty coma, or head of the comet, to be around 3,100 miles across and the tail to be more than 57,000 miles long. HST also observed the comet on May 2 and May 7, and produced an upper limit on how fast the comet was producing carbon monoxide. Hubble also released a movie of the comet from May 8, 2013
June 13, 2013



NASA’s Spitzer Space Telescope observed Comet ISON at 310 million miles away from the Sun. The data are still being processed and no results have been announced yet.
July-August 2013





Sometime in late July or early August, the comet will pass what’s called the frost line, some 230 to 280 million miles away from the sun, when it will feel enough radiation from the sun that water will begin to evaporate and the comet will appear brighter. Some comets have broken up upon crossing the frost line.
August-November 2013





Beginning in August, astronomers will be able to observe the comet through ground-based telescopes once again.From early June through late-August, ISON was almost directly behind the sun as viewed from Earth, and thus could not be observed from the ground.
September 2013


In September, the comet will be visible near dawn in the Southern Hemisphere with binoculars.
Sept. 17-Oct. 15, 2013  

















Launch window for the Balloon Rapid Response for ISON, or BRRISON. This balloon, which with its payload will be 671 feet tall, taller than the Washington Monument, will launch from NASA’s Scientific Balloon Flight Facility in Fort Sumner, N.M. for a single day, carrying a 2.6-foot telescope and other science equipment. It will soar up to 23 miles above Earth’s surface, where it can observe the comet largely unhindered by Earth’s atmosphere.BRRISON will observe ISON in the near-infrared, near-ultraviolet and visible wavelength ranges, and will measure the ratio of carbon dioxide to water emissions from the comet. This ratio will be a vital diagnostic of the comet’s origins. These emissions are blocked by Earth’s atmosphere and cannot be measured from the ground.

BRRISON is an unprecedented quick-reaction project to take advantage of the opportunity presented by the discovery of comet ISON, and is the first NASA Planetary Science Division balloon mission to observe a comet.

October 2013












Mars Curiosity and Opportunity will have a view of ISON in October, with Oct. 1, 2013, being the comet’s closest approach to Mars.Comet ISON will be close enough to the sun, as of Oct. 10 that it will be visible by an instrument with an extremely wide view on one of the solar observatories: the HI 2 instrument on one of NASA’s Solar Terrestrial Relations Observatories, STEREO-A. At that point the comet will be around 94.5 million miles away from the sun.

Additional Hubble observations are planned to provide new estimates on nucleus size and composition as well as to search for any fragments that have broken off.

November 2013







Observations of Comet ISON with NASA’s Chandra X-ray Observatory will be used to study particles streaming away from the sun in the solar wind. These particles from the sun interact with Comet ISON to generate X-rays that are detected by Chandra. The first of two sets of observations is planned for early November, when Comet ISON will be passing through the hot wind produced by regions along the sun’s equator.
Nov. 16-19 & 21-26, 2013   







Comet ISON will be visible to MESSENGER, which is near Mercury. The closest approach will be on Nov. 19.Once the comet passes Mercury, it will be on the most perilous part of its journey. The intense radiation of the  sun causes material to evaporate quickly off the comet. Moreover the very pressure of the solar particles on the comet can cause it to break up. A slew of space and ground-based telescopes will watch the comet as it makes its slingshot around the sun.
Nov. 18-24, 2013







Launch window for NASA’s FORTIS (short for Far-ultraviolet Off Rowland-Circle for Imaging and Spectroscopy) sounding rocket, which will measure ultraviolet light from Comet ISON as it nears the sun. Such light can help scientists determine the production rate of volatile chemicals leaving the comet surface and also can be used to search for previously undetected types of atoms or molecules on the comet.
Nov. 21-30, 2013
































As of Nov. 21, Comet ISON will begin to enter the fields of view of NASA’s space-based solar observatories. Comet ISON will be viewed first in what’s called coronagraphs, images that block the brighter view of the sun itself in order to focus on the solar atmosphere, the corona. Such images – from STEREO and the joint European Space Agency/NASA Solar Heliospheric Observatory, or SOHO — will likely be quite visually compelling. NASA’s Solar Dynamics Observatory, or SDO, will view the comet for a few hours around perihelion. SDO’s imagery should be detailed enough to gather information about how the comet evolves through the radiation and pressure of the sun’s atmosphere.All of these observatories will have different views. STEREO-A will be the only one that sees the comet transit across the face of the sun. In SDO’s view, the comet will appear to travel above the sun.

The exact dates of view for these observatories is as follows:

  • Nov 21–28:     STEREO-A HI1 sees comet
  • Nov 26-29:       STEREO-B coronagraphs sees comet
  • Nov 27-30:    SOHO sees comet in coronagraphs
  • Nov 28-29:     STEREO-A coronagraphs sees comet
  • Nov 28:         SDO sees comet (for a few hours)

In addition, ground-based solar telescopes – observing in optical, infrared and radio wavelengths – will all be able to observe the comet during perihelion. Such observations will provide additional information about the composition of the comet and how material evaporates off it, fueling the dusty cloud that surrounds the nucleus.

One last solar effect could impact the comet at this stage in its journey. If the sun coincidentally sends out a giant cloud of solar particles, known as a coronal mass ejection, at the right time and direction to pass the comet, it could pull the comet’s tail right off.

December 2013 – January 2014










If Comet ISON survives its trip around the sun, there’s a good chance that it will be incredibly bright and easily visible with the naked eye in the Northern Hemisphere. In early December, it will be seen in the morning, low on the horizon to the east-southeast. In late December and early January, it will be visible all night long.

A second set of Chandra observations is planned for the middle of December to early January, when ISON will be passing through a transition region in the solar wind, where the hot wind from the Sun’s sun’s equator is mixed with a cooler wind produced by regions near the poles of the sun.

December 26, 2013


Closest approach to Earth, just a third of the distance between Earth and the sun, at approximately 28 million miles away.


Source: http://www.nasa.gov

End of the world and beyond

a new update to my page (the truth about Islam)
add a (9 Ep) of a great Series talking about End of the world and beyond
I recommended you to watch them if you got a time, it won’t hurt to just watch you know ( ⋂‿⋂’)
so, it’s a scientific Series and it’s really interesting one 2.
here a direct link to the this Series section in my page
End of the world and beyond




Life started with cry, not with smile.

babies born with tears to welcome their new start.

from the beginning they knew they won’t live a perfect life.

but still, with the warm they feel in their mothers arms, every things will disappear, and it will convert to smiles.

happiness can cover pain.

that is how we live our lives.

whenever it becomes soo hard and it can’t be bearable to live.

glance of light will erase all this pain lines.

it share the same path..

walking side by side..

the tears and the smiles..

that is how we live, this is our life.

Letter to myself

Dear me….

you had a very colorful life to live

with so many choices

you got your share of happiness

and same for you sadness

your heart felled with laugh and joy

as your eyes shade tears when cry

you succeed in things you do

while you tried the bitter taste of the fall

you walked on a way that no one had walked before you

cause only that way was meant for you

you had some loses and you achieve some wins

dreams that crashes to build another dreams

life wasn’t perfect, and sadly that how it will

i know you walked a lot, and ahead of you there a lot still

life never end with a fail, hope can rise your will

i won’t promise you that thing will get easy

but you should have more faith in your self

cause life is like food flavor

each one had special taste to make the meal full


don’t forget your not alone

but you path have to walked with your own steps

trees always raise their head high
but before they alone have to climb up from the dirt


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