Ya Allah!

another sad day in my beloved city, I pray for those innocent souls that been lost and Injured today Due the Mortar shell that had fell behind my house, and many other places. this country shed a lot tears and suffer a lot of pain.
Ya Allah!
we only asking your help, my life, my family, my country all in your hand, help us!! and protect those who need you the most.



stop .. act

I can’t think

I can’t write no more

my thoughts has turn into blank

the sound i used to hear of night become the sound of blooded filthy act

nothing become white

even the color lost there shine and turn black

the life stand and shout no more

but the greed of the humans never understand

they only bounce for money and Power post

and people become cheaper than the Falling branch

and the souls has made their distance when they fall

their tear only Sinking the land of dark

my heart have no longer felt the life song

my mind had now become dried

my voice lost his enjoying tune

the happiness wont again rise

sometime i looks like am gana lose

but my faith still holding me tied

cause if it not you God! watch us close

no one else will care around.


Us Humans and Our Life

how about we chat a little about us humans.

we have made our way in this live, like it or not.

with or without knowing our real purpose of living.

we draw a line to a goal we want to reach, trying our best in every day.

we done every thing we want to do with any price it has to take, we climb on each other bodes just to get to the top.

it’s such a messy hard short life we live.

going around wasting those little breaths we have, knowing nothing else to do.

some has achieve a lot and some haven’t done any thing at all.

in the end we all die, and what we done will stick on our names.

so, how about we think about it for a little bit, why are we here?

what is the reason for us to live this short live?

why god create it us?

let’s see … if you create something, won’t you want it to Serve,and obey you?

in this case god create it us in return shouldn’t we have to obey and Worship him.

god never ask to much from us and even take care and watch over us so as thanx isn’t that fair?

What is life?

for me, i see life as a school .. you study well learn a lot then work hard to get a nice grade, in between you have a space for your self to rest and have fun.

in the end you’ll have to take the last exam and it will determine your all Effort.

usually you’ll get chance to retake you exam if you fail, but in life’s school you have one chance in that exam if it come.

but in the other hand you’ll get a lot and a lot chances in the middle of your life to make up for your mistakes and take back  your right path.

god always guide us and make the ways light in-front of us to realize, but it’s we the ones that closes our heart and eyes in-front of his help.

so, if you know that eventually we will die, wouldn’t you suppose to think more about your life?

some people don’t believe in after death’s life, it’s true that it’s a little unfamiliar since there no one experience it to tell us about it,

but if you read some books of the main Religions and even the side ones you’ll see that they have the same basic describe for it.

so, doesn’t that mean that it must be real?

and if that so shouldn’t we prepare well for it.

rationally it will save us if it was true and that we won’t lose anything if it wasn’t. right?

so why we argue soo much about it then?

isn’t better for us to try to listen and search for the truth, life really to short to take it easy any way.

isn’t it best for us to take the safe way than Floundering in the darkness.

why won’t you think yourself as a traveler in this world and eventually you’ll have to leave to another place, will you leave empty hand? or you’ll take some provisions with you.

if you didn’t need it you can throw it away, it won’t harm you to carry it, but if you do need it think what will happen to you if you didn’t carry it with you.

you must be asking your self now, what is this provisions that she is talking about?

from the start of the humanity God send us many messengers to keep us on the right path and to help us understand our living purpose.

all the religion that we know now were here because of those messengers, and all of them are connected.

Judaism, Christianity, Islam all following each other, Judaism comes first then Christianity add more to it then Islam was the Conclusion,

like they were some chapters in a book, you should read the whole chapters if you want to understand what this book about.

am not trying here to led you to any of it, am just giving you my own point of view, you should be the one to search it more and thinking about it.

every things in this life can teach us why god give us our own lives, from the plants to the animals, the seas the wind and the sky.

the whole universe had been made by god And certainly it has signs to guide us through.

search for it in the right places, look carefully around you, observe this life more closely.

make sure to let your heart and mind wide open, No need to to be fanaticism, be more flexible.

we sure make mistake at last we are humans, but still we have to make sure to avoid them and learn more from them.

i know this was a long speech but it’s one of the important discussions in our life, so why we don’t give it a scope.

we won’t live this life twice, so make sure you chose right.


Happy friday

today is Friday

for some reason am not excited about it not even a bit

but a small thing make me really happy today

i have seen the first blossom of my Jasmine plant

am soo happy that it started to get flowers now

and it smell really great

maybe those days not going like i want them to be

but there is things that change the mood even if it was for a little bit

like this flower, it make me smile even if i had a bad day

so, if those small things exist then nothing else matter

this life may get bad and even worse than bad

you may think that i can take it any more

but you should know that life is soo big, and there always another way.

if you look carefully you’ll sure see it.

it may be a small thing that you would never notice in normal days

but it will keep there for you

so,  listen up my Friday

you may not the best day that pass by my life

but still, i’ll live you with all my might

and i’ll keep hoping for best, cause god always there and god know what better for me


hope you all nice Friday

morning to the morning

night to the night


with smile I bid you farewell

Prayer For you


there’s  people that life wounded them, and never lose faith in you.

there’s people their heart become so heavy, and always praying to you.

there’s people that all doors close by them, and still hoping to you.

there’s people that their loves one suffering, and they waiting relief from you.


hear their prayer and heal their wounds.

hear their prayer and rest their hearts.

hear their prayers and give them new starts.

hear their prayers and never break them a parts.


you know better than I do.

you see more than I know.


hear my prayers for you.

Inspiring Words

  • your safe not because of the absence of danger, but because the presence of God.
  • sometimes all it takes is just one prayer to change every thing.
  • five simple rule for happiness:-
  1. Free your heart from hatred.
  2. Free your mind from worriers.
  3. live simply.
  4. Give more.
  5. Expect less.


I would Like to think that every thing is being for a Reason

Every step we make

Every breath we take

the moments when we fall and thought that it’s the end.

it’s all happen for a Reason, to make us prepare for something better.

there is no night without sunrise after it.

and there is no fall without standing from it.

there nothing called impossible, cause we can do more than we think that we can or we already did.

if you believe that you can achieve more, then you will.

and if you give up. every thing will close in front of you.

it’s you who make that choice.

God will lend you the bower to walk again when you believe it from all you heart.

never think that’s it all alone, there is always someone watching over you.

so never stop moving cause there is always a light in the end of the Tunnel.


when people push you too far and then ask you to come back, they don’t know that they ask the impossible.

when they start to no more see you, you start to slowly disappear.

When they start not caring about what you say, you’ll be guilty in there eyes with every thing.

to hold back your pain, you start to throw out all your feeling, to the point that you become halo from inside.

like an empty shell,  with no feeling, no more motive to move on.

how can you see the white things, if every thing is black.

even the light is hard to spot if it’s black night.

i don’t care what people say any more, cause no one care about what am saying from long time.

it’s hard enough, and i can’t take it any more.

so, don’t tell me how wrong my thinking is, cause no one see what i feel, every one guess it out.

today, next week or even year later no one will understand if they can’t see the truth with there eyes.

they will keep thinking bad of some people just cause they hate them, no mater how hard those people doing good.

no one know anyone for sure, they can’t read there heart or mind, so how can they judge them.

don’t they feel bad if they have been put in the same place and been judged.

am tired of all this, tired of all the world around me.

if it’s not god beside me i may been crashed and no one care.


For you Mama

It’s maybe word that i will say, but believe me ma’ it’s all in me.

how much i love the smile on you face, how much i miss all those days.

i miss your smell, i miss your warm, i miss every thing include you.

Mamy … I LOVE YOU.

Love you soo much mama, really miss you.

i pray to god to protect you and heal your sickness and give you health

And that my day come before yours, cause i can never imagine life where your not there.


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