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hope it will be more helpful now~~

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End of the world and beyond From a Islamic and scientific perspective


Letter to myself

Dear me….

you had a very colorful life to live

with so many choices

you got your share of happiness

and same for you sadness

your heart felled with laugh and joy

as your eyes shade tears when cry

you succeed in things you do

while you tried the bitter taste of the fall

you walked on a way that no one had walked before you

cause only that way was meant for you

you had some loses and you achieve some wins

dreams that crashes to build another dreams

life wasn’t perfect, and sadly that how it will

i know you walked a lot, and ahead of you there a lot still

life never end with a fail, hope can rise your will

i won’t promise you that thing will get easy

but you should have more faith in your self

cause life is like food flavor

each one had special taste to make the meal full


don’t forget your not alone

but you path have to walked with your own steps

trees always raise their head high
but before they alone have to climb up from the dirt


souls of hope

souls that bloom like flower in the cold ice

carving  their way with no hesitant, full of desires

with few steps each time they get higher and higher

turning the stones that block there way to stairs of fire

changing the impossible dreaming big, have no tire

believing that every way they take, will give them more power

souls make the world looks like the light’s shower

soo bright , full of colorful  flyer


those souls give us the ability to live our life with hopes that we normally can’t see

show us that there is no defeat in dreaming

and with every fall there is always Success

impossible is only a word in our mind, can be eras with small believe


dream big, have no fear


The strange path ・*:.。.Part Two.。.:*・

The strange path ・*:.。.Part One.。.:*・

Danger?! My Life?!

For a second her entire world stop moving, her mind become blank and her whole body turn into a block of ice. Is that a joke?!

Is he making fun of me or something?!

Who is playing this ugly prank on me?!

Without feeling her body moved a step backward, she wanted to run away, she wanted to scream help me!

“Y… you kidding me… right?!, I… I have had enough of this… I want to go home… I want to leave this place”

Her reaction didn’t change anything, that man still standing in silence watching her, how can she run away from him.

“Phona… hear me, what am I telling you is no joke, I have summoned you here to tell you this reality and to save your life”

This even makes her more scared but for some reason, somehow this man, his voice, there something special about it.

Although she wanted to run his word made her want to know the truth.

“Well… what is that important thing that I should know and why my life… why is it in danger?!”

A heavy wave of silence cover the moment that she was waiting to hear his answer, it felt like it will never end.

‘Actually … I can’t tell you that… bu… .’

‘What?! …. Don’t play with me … what is it that you want to tell me?!’

She was soo much angry; she wanted to shout on his face, it was like all her fear turned into a big amount of angry.

But then, when he saw her furies like that, he laughs with low voice and then…

‘You still the hot headed, aren’t you Phona?!’


What with this man?! And how… how he knows those things about me?!

Who are you stranger?!

This situation what so much confusing to Phona that she didn’t know what to say and fell in her own thoughts and question about this man.

But he breaks he thought line when he started to talk again

‘Listen Phona… I said I can’t tell you so, that why I have to show you, prepare Phona to what you will see’


Without notice and with a light touch from his finger a flash view shock Phona sights the light was soo strong that made her close her eyes.

And when she opens them, for a surprise she found herself in different place, but this time she recognizes this one.

What am I doing here?!

This is the collage that am trying to enter with my friend isn’t it?!

Why am I here?!

But everything looks normal, why did he bring her here.

“Gosh… That man! He made my heart sink, and then he brought me here! What with him?!”

Suddenly a sound appeared make her heart froze, she become like a stone.

That sound that cracks sound

“This can’t be happing…. ”

How could she forget a horrible sound like that?

The bridge, the cracked floor, the car, her parents.

This sound brings back all those images to her once again.

She felt that the ground under her feet is moving, the walls were falling.

Everything was falls apart.

But she couldn’t move, her lags were nailed down, her face become solid, her eyes opened widely.

“I  … this can’t be  … am going to die  … I  … can’t move”

The only thing that she could do was closing her eyes, waiting for her end.

Her heart was shouting, but her voice couldn’t reach the surface.

There is no one here to help her; no one can hear her voice.

Are she going die here like this, is this really her end.

“… mom… mommy!”

Unawares about what happens, every things stop, there are no more sounds… nothing.

She slowly opens her eyes, looking around to see what happen, but… she found herself back to that strange place, and that strange man also standing in front of her.

“W… What was that?! … What did you do to me?!”

Her tears was flooding all over her face, her body was shaking like a small leaf.

She wanted to hit him soo badly to make him feel how horrible what she felt.

‘Am sorry to make you go through this but  … I had to show you this before its late’


“What do you mean by late?! Am I… am I going to die like that?!”

‘I can’t tell you that… cause that not my place to know’

“Then what all this about”

She wanted him to explain this matter to her, this confusing thing that she been through.

But the view starts to get bluer in her eyes and a heavy fog cover her sight.

Sinking in this fog Phona started to shout calling that strange man, bit then she found herself sitting in front of her table again, the sun was raising and its morning.

She was sitting like she was before this entire crazy thing.

Is this a nightmare?! I guess I felt asleep when I was working last night.

Nightmare?! But it surly felt like the real thing, she even found her eyes were tearing.

Looking at the clock, she gets shocked by how late she was.

“Oh god! Am late, am late”

As fast as she can changed her cloth and prepare herself for the collage today is an important day.

After saying bye to her ant she head fast to the collage, by her was there was few stores and markets that sells variety things.

One of them got her attention and stops for a second to have a look.

Suddenly a reflection of a man standing next to her makes her flinch, and this not any man.

It’s the same one from her dreams, she turned around herself looking for where that reflect come from but nothing appear to be there.

Slowly she turn back to the store front glasses but the man reflect was already disappears.

Her heart was beating fast and her body was shaking, the whole nightmare run in her mind once again.

“I really must be tired to imagine things like this”

She shake her head the again move forward to her collage, but then she stopped, her heart was still beating, and her body just didn’t want to move any further.

Why is she that scare, it was only a nightmare, why she can’t forget it?

She has to move, she can’t pass this day.

But no matter how hard she tries shy can’t make herself move.

“What’s wrong with me, scared from a nightmare, what’s wrong with me?”

She decided to go back for now cause like this she will never be able to do the test any way, on her path there was a beautiful garden she sat on one of her seats and try to cool of her head, a laugh come out of her mouth.

“How weak am I, if a nightmare froze me like this … this really bad”

The sky was clear blue, and the smell of the nature relaxed her for a bit.

“I should go home and tell aunt that I couldn’t attend the exam today ….”

Heading back home, Phona was extremely disappointment of herself, she reach the home and opened the front door to find her ant rushing to her way the hugging her while crying

“Aunt… wha… why are you crying?!”

She was hugging her soo hard, like she was afraid to lose her.



 End of the secound part


The strange path ・*:.。.Part One.。.:*・

Hai all…

yesterday i was siting at my balcony listening to my favorite songs.

when a story cross my mind.

i picked up my Pencil (i only like to write with Pencils tho (─‿‿─)) and started to write it down on my notebook. 

well i used to write some short stories before but in my motherland languages.

so, this my first try in English.

and i only thought about it yesterday so, i don’t think it’s really big deal.

this is the first part (i was to sleepy to continue writing (ノ)´∀`(ヾ))

give me you Opinion.o(〃^▽^〃)o


The strange path …

It’s been a while since that day, whenever thing end.

When the world become dead, when it become with no color in her eyes.

It’s been a while and she still remembers every single second of it, she still sees it like it happening right now.

That horrible accident, the spark of the broken glass, the smell of the burning gas, the sound of the cold milt iron.

The last light of her mother’s eyes while she was falling off.

Even when she was dying she still worries about her.

At that moment, her mother said something but she couldn’t hear it because she was shock frozen, she couldn’t shout or even cry, her emotions become blank.

Every one talked about that sad accident.

When the bridge broke and a family car fall over the valley.

The mother has died in that accident and the father remain alive cause the care safety bellow and had been sent to the hospital where he fell in a coma for a moth then he died due his bad injury.

The only survivor was a 15 year girl was found on the side of the broken bridge, the witness said that the mother throw her daughter from the car door while the car was fallen but she couldn’t escape with her.

People felt sad and sorry for that girl for her lost while the whole accident kept repeating over and over on her head.

Her aunt toke the charge of raising her after that accident.

She was like a corps without a soul, the light in her eyes become fade, nothing matter to her any more, and her aunt had a hard time to make her back for a little bit to the living world.

A year after that she return to her studies and her school life, but still when the day of the accident come her soul become empty and the fact that she can’t see her mother any more or that she can’t say sorry after the fight they had on that day hunted her like a knife in her heart.

Day by day she lives her live with that memory, and day by day started to learn how to bear it.

It’s been 4 year since that tragedy accident aunt now phona has become a first year collage girl.

She decide to get into an art collage to become an artist since the drawing help her a lot to forget a little of her pain.

She made a few friends and started to blend more in society.

Little by little her aunt knows that she will pass through her bad feeling and helped her to open her heart again.

It’s a midnight now and Phona was preparing herself for her art collage entrance test.

She felt really tired but she made her best to do the work.

Tomorrow should be OK  she has to pass the test to get in that collage, and that the path that she chose for herself.

“Well I have to be fully prepared, nothing should be wrong for tomorrow” she said to herself.

After she finished her last touch on her painting she looked outside to see the full moon glowing in front of her, but somehow it seems like his color a little pit pale than its usual.

But well it maybe because the weather today she assume.

Her eyes slowly become heaver and she started to feel sleepy so, she sat down in front of her table and lent her head to the window.

Her eyes kept looking to the moon while the view become more fade, her eyes couldn’t stay open much longer and she surrender herself to the dream land fast.

When she opens her eyes the view around her was soo much surprising that made her head spin a little.

“Where am I?!”

“What is this place?!”

“And how did I ended up here?!”

Everything around her was strange; she found herself in place that she never seen before.

For her it looks like she was standing on the cloud.

She searches the place with her eyes to see if there something that can help her understand but nothing seems to be there.

Suddenly she notice a person shadow standing in the way side in front of her.

Her heart starts to beat really fast, her breath become heaver and a cold wave cross her entire body.

“What should I do?!”

“Why I ended up in this situation?!”

“Is this a dream, and who is that person?!”

Questions kept running in her head nonstop.

What should she do she asked herself, if she decided to run she will never know to where.

She doesn’t recognize any thing around her.

The shadow didn’t move so, she toke a deep breath and clear her mind.

“Maybe he is not that bad?!”

“Maybe he could help me out?!”

Step by step slowly she make her way to that shadow,  while he started to become more clear to her eyes, she saw a tall man with a long dark cape, his face was hidden under the cape hat so she didn’t see his details .

He didn’t make a single movement while she was approaching him.

“E… excuse… me sir…” her voice was shaking and she was really confuse already.

‘You’re really brave to get this close to some strange man’

His voice make her heart stopped for a second, she froze still and she lose her voice of fear,

Could he hurt her, what should she do, it was careless of her to get this close even though he never looked harmless.

‘Don’t worry… am not here to hurt you’

“Wha…” his voice right now seems familiar to her, who is this person.

 “Am… actually I guess am lost here, I don’t remember how I end up in this place, I believe this is some kind of mistake, Could you please help me?!”

She holds her hand tight while she waited for his replay.

‘Mistake?! Your suppose to be here, there is no mistake about that’

What is this man saying?! Suppose to be here? this is mistake.

“Wha….what are you saying?! How come it’s not mistake?! I have never seen this place before and unless it’s not dream it must be mistake”

She was trembling while she was talking and she hardly standing on her legs.

He must be notice that because he started to talk to her with more kind voice.

‘Phona… listen to me carefully, you’re here cause there something you should know, something really important’

Phona?! He called her by her name didn’t he?!

How possible could he know her name, who is this man?!

Moreover what the important thing that she should know?!

“H…how did you know my name?!, who are you?!”

Please tell me …

‘It doesn’t matter who am I, am here to warn you about something and that all I can tell you right now.’

Warn me?! What’s going on here?!

“What are you talking about?!”

‘Phona… look carefully to what I’ll show you, cause you life in danger Phona’

Danger?! My Life?!


Phona: the name of the main character, it’s a short name of Phonex


End of the first part



The strange path ・*:.。.Part Two.。.:*・

Happy friday

today is Friday

for some reason am not excited about it not even a bit

but a small thing make me really happy today

i have seen the first blossom of my Jasmine plant

am soo happy that it started to get flowers now

and it smell really great

maybe those days not going like i want them to be

but there is things that change the mood even if it was for a little bit

like this flower, it make me smile even if i had a bad day

so, if those small things exist then nothing else matter

this life may get bad and even worse than bad

you may think that i can take it any more

but you should know that life is soo big, and there always another way.

if you look carefully you’ll sure see it.

it may be a small thing that you would never notice in normal days

but it will keep there for you

so,  listen up my Friday

you may not the best day that pass by my life

but still, i’ll live you with all my might

and i’ll keep hoping for best, cause god always there and god know what better for me


hope you all nice Friday

morning to the morning

night to the night


with smile I bid you farewell

Prayer For you


there’s  people that life wounded them, and never lose faith in you.

there’s people their heart become so heavy, and always praying to you.

there’s people that all doors close by them, and still hoping to you.

there’s people that their loves one suffering, and they waiting relief from you.


hear their prayer and heal their wounds.

hear their prayer and rest their hearts.

hear their prayers and give them new starts.

hear their prayers and never break them a parts.


you know better than I do.

you see more than I know.


hear my prayers for you.

Happiness??? ╣[-_-]╠


it’s a word we hear every day from people around us…

or, it’s a feeling we hope to achieve, and we set a long list of goals for it.

but, what is it?

what the meaning of happiness?

what we get from it?
ever one on earth have his visual of the happiness that he picture in his mind, that he wish to live.

every one have his own idea about what is it for himself.

maybe he will be happy if he become rich, or if he get married.

or maybe if he become successful in his work, or if he solve some mysterious equation.
or maybe if he get a game he like.

happiness could be even in the smallest thing that you may not even thinking about, but for other its a really something.

happiness is not a same for every one, and it has a different way to get.

I believe in some way or another every one can achieve their happiness.

poor or rich, old or young, male or female … those things really doesn’t matter.
every one can have their share in their way.

it’s hard for some, and for some other its easy.

so, what does happiness mean for you, and did you work for it?

are you close to it, or did you already give up (⊙.☉)?


my happiness is already around me I have enjoy it since I born. (。’▽’。)♡
I wish you get yours soon. (^~^)

Happy New Year

The New Sun shine of the new year has rise

the welcome party and the prayer have been made

every one hope to have new start

but we can’t forget our past years, cause the new year is only new page in our life book

not a new book, soo make sure you remember all what you done in those years and learn

how to correct your mistake.

I hope you all have a new start 🙂 including me cause i really need one.

have a pretty life

Happy New Year

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