‘Steam Memory’ …

it’s like steam, the memories we made, disappeare with the first blowing wind.

the days that pass us by, like a melody, a farwell it send.

like the night that break the sun light, everything we know just melt.

nothing we can get back, what gone can’t be rebuild.

only the feels inside still keep this heart pound.

didn’t want to say goodby, the voice come out with no sound.

the tears kept dropping on my hand, and my breath feels like it Burned.

can’t tell how much it hurt inside, only fake my smile to hide.

it was dream when it start and like a nightmare it end.


good?! .. no more .. no less ..

it’s good day, with all the troubles around still can say it is good
i guess my Standard of good and bad have change a bit since i have to live with all this trouble around me and get used to it
at least am still breathing right ??
well that consider good
i hope all this end fast, the problem is whenever those on top fight for their positions the one at bottom had to suffer
it’s a one person fight and the rest only a chess pieces can be sacrifice anytime
this world start to fell fast to the heal
i feel like with all the hopes we live for, we only fighting for one thing ” living”
no dreams no hopes only people fighting for their foods, homes, to stay alive.
everything else just flyers blowing away with the winds.
honestly whenever someone want to take the charge he gave soooo much promises to Drew the attention and get
as much as he can approval, then when he reach his goal all those promises get lose like the air from the balloon no more no less
will good for you
i don’t give a damn about them anymore cause i don’t trust anyone now, all of them are just bunch of Liars
climbing thire thrones on bloody corps
so ya … we still ok if we still alive.

past in the memory..

do I miss them。
your voice, your smile, your gentle appearance, your playful and your childishness.
do I miss them。
the time we spend, the stories we tell, how my heart beat fast, our arguments.
i still remember them。
the first day , the good time we been through, when everything claps.
I can’t  forget。
how much you try to make me smile, to wipe away my sadness
whenever you there i can’t stop smiling, even with nothing you can get me happiness
and when you left, this hole inside of me become so deep full with darkness
I don’t regret。
knowing you, being with you, the memory i have i’ll Treasure it forever
cause the meaning of loving someone even for a little is that pure happiness that you feel,
the honest feeling, the pain of leaving
all come in one package
do I miss you。
every day … no? every second of the day
even tho i know it never meant to last and i decided to take the chance
i prepared to have the pain and yet it mad me cry
and i still miss you
this image of love forever i’ll have past in my memory like scraps of story book at last reach it last chapter.
on it last page i write ..



“for everything you gave me
thank you”

sound of despair

the world start to fall apart
the olde dies same as the child
the people eyes become soo cold
no love no care just hate and cruel
the meaning of the life has gone by the wind
the wisper of the night full with sins
it’s start to pain to walk the way
it’s dark, cold, can’t see it’s end
every time i try to climp it hills
i slip away .. no hand to help
you say life has both side
the love and hate one of it part
but all i see is that the hearts change
soo fast they flip and the hate wins
just open your eyes and look around
people dies and every one knows
no one care, they shake there heads
what can we do … they only said
i don’t know how you watch them dies
you eyes don’t hurt? your heart don’t cry?
this life start to become like hell
the money the fame the place win
and people become just like a toy
moving around, till it’s thier fin
God please please make it End



Life started with cry, not with smile.

babies born with tears to welcome their new start.

from the beginning they knew they won’t live a perfect life.

but still, with the warm they feel in their mothers arms, every things will disappear, and it will convert to smiles.

happiness can cover pain.

that is how we live our lives.

whenever it becomes soo hard and it can’t be bearable to live.

glance of light will erase all this pain lines.

it share the same path..

walking side by side..

the tears and the smiles..

that is how we live, this is our life.

Life’s flavor

I want to try things i never know

play a games with absolutely no Rules

i want to share the beauty of the unseen  things

in every sadness there is happiness buried within

the sun that shine and gives the world this warm

the wind that blow, the rain that just fall

for every small thing that give this life a glow

child laugh, tears, bird sing, silence and the spark of love

I want to experience them

i want to know them all

there things that more important than names fame or money flow

there is really small things that gives better taste to the live we know

those life’s flavor i want to know them more and more


souls of hope

souls that bloom like flower in the cold ice

carving  their way with no hesitant, full of desires

with few steps each time they get higher and higher

turning the stones that block there way to stairs of fire

changing the impossible dreaming big, have no tire

believing that every way they take, will give them more power

souls make the world looks like the light’s shower

soo bright , full of colorful  flyer


those souls give us the ability to live our life with hopes that we normally can’t see

show us that there is no defeat in dreaming

and with every fall there is always Success

impossible is only a word in our mind, can be eras with small believe


dream big, have no fear


al alone

I was here tonight .. all alone

my tears flood aside .. running

my throat was on fire, burning

tries my best just to holding

my skies was trying .. to cheer me on

can’t make my eyes stop dripping

i tried to hide my cries, it keep slipping


my world just closed

tonight i miss you all

i miss your laughing sound

i miss you smiling face

also i miss your fight

i want them once again

my wishes have be raised

but it all fell in

tonight i have to wish again

till your hand become next to mine


for you..

just .. every thing i do

my heart only beat for you

i know .. that it’s true

cause that how i feel inside


my mind keep tell me YO!

all your dreams just come true

so, could you please tell me how?!

you will then tell him bye


how could i let you go

my life start with you

I only … if i know!

I wouldn’t have come this far


it’s hurting me inside

my heart, my eyes, my mind

they all come to fight

standing up for you


chasing on dreams

am chasing on dreams, that may not come true

it’s hard to give up, hard to change it too

am chasing on dreams, and i can’t see the road that am walking Through

but it’s just the hope, that one day there will be light to make it show

am chasing on dreams, and i still don’t know

if i ever believe in it, or my believing is  just a cracked bow

i want to rise it high, i want let every one know

i have dreams, dreams that make my life go


every one have those kind of dreams, and even if someone told you it’s useless

you’ll keep on chasing them, cause the idea that they are not real and they can’t be done is just too painful to bear

so, you keep running and running till your time run out if your hand.

sometimes even tho you didn’t catch that dreams you’ll be just fine that you go for it.

so, well..

we can talk about dreams forever and yet still have a lot to say.

dreams are dreams, but still you have the power to make it real tho….


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