Flowers photo (No.1)

Last time I wite about the flowes meaning

^o^)

today i’ll show you what those flowers looks like

Alstroemeria

Amaryllis

Anemone

Apple Blossom

Aster

Azalea

Baby’s Breath

Bachelor Button

Begonia

Black-Eyed Susan

Camellia

that’s for now.

Note:

some of the flowers i put comes with different color and different shape i didn’t include them all.

Japanese Tea Ceremony

Japanese Tea Ceremony

it’s really nice and beautiful << am really into Japanese culture.

I’ll share with you the video i was watching so u know how much it’s lovely as i see it.

First step in flower arrangement

For some few days i was thining of star learning the art of arranging flowers.

(＾□＾*) so, i start it by learning the meaning of each flower >> it really a lot but i like it.

I’ll share it with you cause it’s really nice to know what the flower tell you.

nice to know which one you can give as present.

without you talking it will talk for you, to express your feeling.

Hmm… this will be loooong post but, it worth it.

Alstroemeria	aspiring
Amaryllis	dramatic
Anemone	fragile
Apple Blossom	promis
Aster	contentment
Azalea	abundance
Baby’s Breath	festivity
Bachelor Button	anticipation
Begonia	deep thoughts
Black-Eyed Susan	encouragement
Camellia	graciousness
Carnation
pink	gratitude
red	flashy
striped	refusal
white	remembrance
yellow	cheerful
Chrysanthemum
bronze	excitement
white	truth
red	sharing
yellow	secret admirer
Cosmos	peaceful
Crocus	foresight
Daffodil	chivalry
Delphinium	boldness
Daisy	innocence
Freesia	spirited
Forget-Me-Not	remember me forever
Gardenia	joy
Geranium	comfort
Ginger	proud
Gladiolus	strength of character
Heather	solitude
Hibiscus	delicate beauty
Holly	domestic happiness
Hyacinth	sincerity
Hydrangea	perseverance
Iris	inspiration
Ivy	fidelity
Jasmine	grace and elegance
Larkspur	beautiful spirit
Lavender	distrust
Lilac	first love
Lily
Calla	regal
Casablanca	celebration
Day	enthusiasm
Stargazer	ambition
Lisianthus	calming
Magnolia	dignity
Marigold	desire for riches
Nasturtium	patriotism
Orange Blossom	fertility
Orchid	delicate beauty
Pansy	loving thoughts
Passion flower	passion
Peony	healing
Poppy	consolation
Queen Anne’s Lace	delicate femininity
Ranunculus	radiant
Rhododendron	beware
Rose
pink	friendship
red	passionate love
red & white	unity
white	purity
yellow	zealous
Snapdragon	presumptuous
Star of Bethlehem	hope
Stephanotis	good luck
Statice	success
Sunflower	adoration
Sweetpea	shyness
Tuberose	pleasure
Tulip
pink	caring
purple	royalty
red	declaration of love
white	forgiveness
yellow	hopelessly in love
Violet	faithfulness
Wisteria	steadfast
Yarrow	good health
Zinnia	thoughts of friends

Thanx to aboutflowers.com

My yesterday…..

For the first time of my live i saw a Military helicopter Missiles.  Σ(゜д゜;)

That was really scary,, it was really close, just like they were targeting us.

last night was really scary, they started after 9:00pm.

they cut the electricity then they start shooting.

the shout of the guns and the bombs plus the helicopter was really too much.

i hate those days, i was praying to Allah to protect my family from any harm.

when all this will end,

the nightmare had become my nightly thing,

as much as i say please stop it won’t stop.

but…

when i look at other people, the ones that really hurt from this more than i am.

the ones that lost they beloved ones or get bad injure.

i thank Allah really from all my heart cause i know he really watching over us, protecting us.

that gave me more reason to be stronger, and be able to take whatever it is.

 God!! (｡-ﾉ-)ﾉ

I know that you put my life in the best way you see it for me, and i accept it.

my family is all what i have and it’s all what i care about, even with all the problems that we had.

please ton’t let me feel the pain of losing them, and if it would be OK, take my life instead of them.

God!! protect them please.

Dear my blog

Dear my blog ..

I know it really annoying to keep writing about the problems i had, to tell the truth, it’s my first time to do that.

but, this my only space to let go of my feeling inside or it will be like am going to shatter away.

every thing i write here is what i really want to say loudly but i lake the courage to do so.

it’s really pitiful if u see it this way.

I want to say it clearly ..

I know when am not wanted, i can see it.

I can feel it, even when u don’t say a thing i can feel it.

the way u act, the way u talk to me, it’s all show it.

no need to look at it a second time…..

I had enough, it’s hurt really bad so, it’s enough.

it wasn’t bad that time when i locked up my feelings cause it’s better that getting this much of pain.

Gosh..

am totally lost, don’t know what should i do.

well.. sorry my blog to put it into u.

and thanx for listening to me.

Domo-Arigato <(_ _*)>

Ja-mata

 

for my empty time

I was thinking earlier, how about if i learn how to be skilled photographer.

it’s really interesting thing, i really want to try it out.

well .. that is my own thought .. since am really bad at finding jobs anyway (-_-;)

I have made a list of what i want to learn to fill my empty time.

learn extra languages, learn photograph, learn high level designing.

this well be better that getting bored.

I really hope that i can start my own project tow.

but i don’t know what it should be, have (0) idea in my head ……..

ZERO……

any one have some ideas

plz plz pretty plz share with me.

\(^0^)/

 

Fail morning

Gosh …

I have just hoped for that and I got a little argument at the home….

(-_-;) what a nice start of the day.

am really tired of all these…

am really tired, nothing good happen this days, even tho there no much talking anyway.

family or strangers, it’s become the same here, what did happen while we grow up.

how did this huge distance come between us.

it’s just that my heart start to become so heavy, I can’t stand it, sometimes i hope that it will just stop.

forgive me God!  that not a thing i should wish for, but it’s really painful.

every day, every single day i hate my life my self any thing connect to me.

am soo weak person, am really ashamed of my self.

I don’t know how to deal with it, am totally lost.

please … stop this pain.

Morning :)

today was a bit gloomy when i woke up … >> it’s just the start of the day tho.

but I feel a little weird today, bad feeling.

I hope nothing bad will happen today.

so,

Good morning every one, wish u a nice day ^o^)/

 

Cross My Mind

Today i would like it to be different, i don’t know why.

but i really feel like that, i become really tired from the same things that happen every day.

same bad thing, family fight, misunderstood, being lonely.

Even the whole crisis around us.

for change, i would really wan’t something good to happen.

all gather for meal time, safe day that we can go in it for a vacation, becoming family again.

when did it start to get soo hard for us to be together, when did it become like this.

every one goes alone, we got really apart, soo close yet soo far.

it’s really painful, it really is.

I hate the fact that i can’t do any thing to change it, this is not what i hoped for.

but i guess, this what real life is, nothing perfect, nothing complete.

you can dream of what ever you want, but that not gonna make it come true.

but even tho, sometimes i really dream of make it come true no mater what.

is that silly thing to think about, i surly don’t care.

it’s my one dream, every one go after there dreams why not me.

i’ll keep trying so, even if it didn’t work, at lest i would be done what i have to do.

so, no regret after that.

am only human, so …

I ask you God to help me in my way.

in the end something should be done.

Any Thing But Our “Prophet Muhammad”

o(*≧д≦)o

STOOP RIGHT THERE….

Now u really cross the red line -big time-  it’s unforgivable.

UNFORGIVABLE.

There is no greater insult than infringement of the Holy Prophet.

This is unforgivable.

This is an ignoble act of  weak,if  you are a tough as you think, then you should highlight the right not insulting others.

This is really a cowardly act and grubby.

everyone should know that the film which was published about the life of Prophet Muhammad, was only an act of  hate from a man have no acknowledge of the truth.

and it’s had nothing to do with the real thing about our Prophet Muhammad and the Islam.
so, in any case we are not going to step aside while this happen and you should know that we will keep up till we end every thing that have to do with this matter.

 

Now I want to ask u .. do u think that it’s right to do as he did, don’t u think he cross the line as I think.

just be fair and see it from the right side, make it go through ur heart and mind.

help us to remove all what it linked to this hateful film.

“Thanks in advance”